16 days until tegan and sara. Sue and i refuse to be screwed out of seeing them for the 4th time, i don't care who's on there death bed, they can wait until the concert's over to croak.

Happy christmas...and for Christina Ray happy kwanzaa

GO SEE RENT!!!! it was so good

i think he wishes he died and thats nothing to be thankful for. i dont feel i have anything to be thankful for. i tryed to think about things but nothing has worked out so far this year. i guess i should be thankfull for life and that i have been given the gift to expirence it. but when nothing is good in life you wish you wernt given the chance to live it at all...

my dad had a heartattack lastnight he has to have surgary...i dont want him to die

today sucked, myday started out bad...got good around glytch and my new gunie pig then ended with a car accident

oh yeah
p.s., dont fall asleep on a buss

thanks for makeing me feel like a piece of shit once agian

ahh, tomorrow's the day..i go to sleep with them in and i wake up with them out i guess.. no biggie but still a little nervous. i got in trouble for some stuff that my parentsd found in my room, my mom isnt acting so weird towards me but then i found out she told me dad and thats when i feel thats cold shiver run down my back everytime he walks in the room. i dont know i feel like i let them down in a way, and then agian i dont because i havent used them i guess you could say.. i dont know it will all die down eventually *shrug*. i didnt get grounded for it.. i didnt even really get a talking to, i think they know i havent used them and wasnt really planning on them.. to be honest i forgot i even owned them so.. i don't know only time will tell. i feel bad for Glytch, he's been having so meany problems with his girlfriend and Krystina ( i know i didnt spell that right but oh well) called him and admitted she cheated on him, he wasnt surprised but he was still hurt and he's just not happy... i feel so bad for him.. i dont know i'm gonna go call him

ahh, i don't want to have surgery on Friday... I'm afraid I'm going to die on the operating table...

and i wasnt really worried about anything until now, but it's my last week to party-hardy my little heart out i guess, so if you want to do something just let me know so i can set something up..

(didnt really want to tell anyone before about the sugary so dont take offence if you didnt know!)

i'm at sue's right now.poor jeffey called and wined about being bored :( oh well he can always come over later tonight when were all done cleaning. so sue's all hellbent on this whole "I'm Vegetarian, but i'm still going to eat meat for health bennafits stuff.." which like i understand, but i guess she's only going to eat meat that falls under the catagory of tuna fish and stuff like that... i dont know...all i know is that i dont like meat unless it's from wendys, then i'm happy.

Sue's not a 100% sure if jeffey's coming over to just hang out with her anymore, because apparently he asks " is erin going to be there" when ever she asks him to hang out, but i dont think she has anything to worry about because if jeffey wanted to hangout with me he would just ask me. but if thats true then i don't know what he's going to do for the next 2weeks when sue's gone! i mean jeffey has a girlfriend... not saying that that stops me from thinking he's mad hot or anything but he has a girlfriend.. oh well, he wouldnt go for me anyways *shrug* i have to go make dinner and eat "Vegetarian" (tuna fish on crakers) now, bye bye

<3 Erin

My Beloved Mandy:

"but im updating.
because erin got one.
and i love her.
and i havent emailed her in awhile.
so im making a post. and telling her
how much i love her...hahah."

Me: mandy i love you, you'r my favorite and i hope everything gets better for you, you dont need alot of the stress you've had lately. it will all pay off, maybe i'll send my ass all the way out to canada to see you :)
<3

done...
:)

gay..gay gay gay.tired of finals

don't know what the whole deal with tomrrow.. I guess Jeffey and I are going to Sue's after she get's home from takeing her finals and what not...I dont know...I guess were going to get her I-pod and then going home and putting all of her music on it..fun for me her and Jeffey doing that and me in the hot-tub all alone :*(...

talking to Tyler on the phone...i havent talked to him sence Christmas..it's awkwards. aww he moved up from straws...now he has BIG GULP straws to keep his 15's opean...it's inal he's going to go with Sue and I to see Tegan and Sara (<<<<<<<<33333333) not going to deal with Travis crap anymore...VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT!!!

McClain called me and was all in a good mood (not usual for him..very rare) and was all "I'm so done with Kristy" (long story short, she hates me i hate her with a burning passion) and then he was yelling at her and was all " I cheated on you with Erin" (didn't happen) oh well, she'll just hate me a little more, not mad at McClain though. Kinda happy about it actually..noty the whole lying thing but just glad he got rid of her. wwwooohoooooo! eh, i want food, be back later
<3 Erin

jeffey's comming over
im at sue's
were making breaded chicken

she's mad at ryan
were listening to tegan and sara <3

ahh went to school today for the first time in over a week, ahh took a tole, so tired.

Raf did the most shocking thing today, I hadn’t seen him all day until bell rang and I was walking with sue (~mad love to the bitch~) to her bus and he liked B-lined for me and laid it on me...kind of shocked...didn’t really expect him to do that but hey, I’m not complaining. ahh well, Jeffey's on his way (Jeffey<3)and food is almost done...mmmmmm food..*Drool* ahh coin operated boy!! *runs to speaker*